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jeremy  

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really depressed today

Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 4:23 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: MCR
  • Reading: these words that my hand made
  • Watching: my tears fall to my hands
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: to upset to eat
  • Drinking: wine
ok so here's the deal. i'm really depressed today. i've had such a rough day. i went into my new job and couldn't do i got to stressed out and couldn't do. i felt so bad and i let my dad down and it put me in bad mood. i really need some cheering up and no one is around. i really want to see hawkie right now. she's actually the only that can cheer me up right now. god all i wanna do is cry. but it doesn't seem manly if you cry. so yeah just forget it. *tears roll down my face*

pain is what i live for
day in day out help me lord
i just wish this pain would go
just let it go
now my tears
are my fears
let down
put down
fuck up
grow up
nothing can get these words outta my head
no matter how much i plea and beg
tears are falling down my face
the res is just a memory erased


p.s. i'm gonna stay away from dA for a bit. i'm too sad to even really be on the interent just thought i'd let everyone know that. i love all you guys and girls out there. i don't know when or if i'll be back on ever. bye

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  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: my apartment now, yeah lol :P
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  • Favourite band or musician: i like to many
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  • Favourite game: hmm devil may cry three
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: SHIKAMARU
  • Personal Quote: holy crap it's jesus....look busy
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*Hawkstar123:iconHawkstar123: 2 days 13 hours ago
If you really do hate me now, you might as well remove me from your watch list....

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"I reject your reality and substitute my own!" - Adam Savage, Mythbusters

I'm gonna be Hokage, Believe it!

"So I took my shirt off 'cause I was, like, well hot." - 2D

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~deidarasama2009:icondeidarasama2009: 3 days 3 hours ago
noprob

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"I reject your reality and substitute it with my own" Adam Savage-Mythbusters. This is a response to Hawkstars signature..so yeah XD

P.S. i really like hawkstar to guys yeah back off
~Optimus-Black:iconOptimus-Black: 4 days 4 hours ago
Thanks for adding my wallpaper to your favorites.
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~deidarasama2009:icondeidarasama2009: May 12, 2008, 10:06:47 PM
thank you very much

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"I reject your reality and substitute it with my own" Adam Savage-Mythbusters. This is a response to Hawkstars signature..so yeah XD

P.S. i really like hawkstar to guys yeah back off
~deidarasama2009:icondeidarasama2009: May 12, 2008, 10:06:35 PM
no prob

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"I reject your reality and substitute it with my own" Adam Savage-Mythbusters. This is a response to Hawkstars signature..so yeah XD

P.S. i really like hawkstar to guys yeah back off
~Zotus:iconZotus: May 12, 2008, 12:24:22 PM
Thanks a lot for faving my work, I really appreciate that!
Keep up with your photographs, they're really good!
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~JohnnyDeluxe:iconJohnnyDeluxe: May 12, 2008, 4:12:05 AM
Thx for the fav on "Fading Blue" =)

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